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Thank you so much, I have been home for a few hours, I am totally delerious, shell shocked, numb, elated and 1 million percent delerious because I literally have been awake for 37 hours.
My NPD was totally one hundred percent without question negative. I knew as I was getting the test done it was because I could see it. I knew how to read it because I studied it online.
A CFer has a trend of 5 or less, Mine was 27.... So it is a totally one hundred percent functioning gene. No question about it.
I am not in my right mind at this moment, I go from sheer joy to crying, to almost passing out, to having a blank mind.
I don't feel like I can come on here and scream it was negative because I feel so weird....I want to post how I feel but I am so overwhelmed with gratitude, of course I know that doesn't change or negate how sick I have been but it is a very huge difference...
I am stunned, elated, and heartbroken because more then anything I would trade places with Reece who is being admitted to the hospital again because he is sick, or with my friend Kelly's son who is so sick and on home IV's or with my little Man Max, Liza's son who I consider my little brother though he does't even know I exsist.
I am relieved to take this burdan off my family. I am beyond grateful for Dr Stenbit and DR Flume. Sue Gray the nurse and Mary Lester the RT for being just about the smartest people I know in the entire world.
I feel so many things....one is I don't have a clue where I belong...So while I am elated, I am also sad because I chose not to have any children based on a disease I thought i had, and now it is to late.
I loved and held the hand of my bestest CF friends in the world as they died, and in my mind that is how I pictured I would die.
I am in shock, happy beyond words, I am crying and laughing, My nose was so swollen today from crying last night and from my cold that they barely were able to get the tube in my nose..
This is all I am going to say for now.. Since I don't know what to say, but I love you guys.. so very much. You have been my life for 10 years, my source of comfort and a great deal of pain as I have lost so many dear friends, You will never get rid of me, if you will still have me?