beautifulsoul
Super Moderator
I was told by my Psychologist that I have anxiety. She suggests medication and thearpy for it. How many people have this and need something to help with it? Is it common with CF? Considering what I've been through I'm not too surprised but I knew something was wrong for quite a while. I actually think I had it really bad when I was going to school. I made stuff up sometimes so just I wouldn't have to go to school. Which was probably from social anxiety. This is what the psychologist thinks I have. Along with some general anxiety also. I just didn't have the words to express to my family how I was feeling so they had no idea. Plus I didn't even know what anxiety was the time. I was looking up more about what anxiety is and the possible symtoms. My mom wants me to talk to someone more than one time so they can determine if I need medicine or therapy or both. I only talked to this lady once so my mom wants to make sure what she said is accurate enough. I was in Pittsbrugh for a regular appointment. (where I had my lung transplant) but I live in Cincinnati so I am talking about going to talk to someone else HERE in Cincinnati. From my point of view I honestly do think I have anxiety. I have so much on my mind I can't focus on anything I am trying to do. I am worried more about the future and I can't focus on the right now. Which keeps me from doing things right now. If that makes any sense. I know part of it is the teenage years but if you put everything else that I've been through on top of THAT, that is just making it worse. I feel like I can't be myself around my friends and family. I feel like I am not as good as they are. I feel like I can be better. I get antsy and I can't sit still and focus which keeps me from doing easy things like, read, write, play guitar or even watch t.v. I'm so worried I'm gonna break down or go crazy or something. Other symtoms too that are just too hard to explain. Anyway....what are your thoughts on this? Any POSITIVE input would help thanks!